He has to sit with that a minute, turning it over and over in his head.
"I guess the answer is . . . . yes and no?"
Kanan falls silent again, shaking his head a little as he tries to pick apart which feeling belongs to which . . . everything.
"I hurt all over, and I'm going to have screaming nightmares for a while. But everything went they way I hoped it would -- in terms of no one dying and me being the only one captured, so that's . . . good. I'm okay with that. And the larger Rebellion -- it feels like there's a greater chance of overall success now, knowing how many people are out there, a bit, and how it's organized, but -- "
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"I guess the answer is . . . . yes and no?"
Kanan falls silent again, shaking his head a little as he tries to pick apart which feeling belongs to which . . . everything.
"I hurt all over, and I'm going to have screaming nightmares for a while. But everything went they way I hoped it would -- in terms of no one dying and me being the only one captured, so that's . . . good. I'm okay with that. And the larger Rebellion -- it feels like there's a greater chance of overall success now, knowing how many people are out there, a bit, and how it's organized, but -- "
He exhales.
"I'm not sure I'm ready to be back at war."