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Hera Syndulla ([personal profile] for_everyone) wrote2018-08-12 12:00 pm

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Hera never brings him food herself. She does usually help prepare it – she has a better sense of the Terran diet than most, and when it comes down to it, she doesn't fully trust the others not to poison a meal they know is going to their half-Terran 'guest.' But she always finds someone she does trust to take it into him. And then, at first, she'd waited, leaving him to eat alone before she entered his room.

She kept to the first. But the second, she gradually eased. Hera remembered how total her isolation had been, and what had eased in her when she'd grown used to sharing meals. That was something she could do, even if she wouldn't serve him.

So the time she waits becomes shorter and shorter. Until today, when it's only a few minutes after seeing Muroc exit the makeshift cabin that she approaches. She nods to the guard, and then though she doesn't have to, she knocks on the door. She doesn't wait for an answer before entering the room.
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"There's no point with Terrans. They . . . those words mean the same thing. Even allies . . . that's just a word for 'not my enemy right now'."

His shoulders sag a little as he says that, and he turns his head away.
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not sure I think it's possible," he says slowly, looking back up at her. "But I want it, anyway."

It's an unforgivable weakness. He knows it. He just . . . doesn't care anymore.
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"Not enough."

It's all he can think to say.
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Kanan presses his lips together, tracing the edge of the game board with one forefinger. He seems content to watch his own aimless pattern-drawing forever, but --

"Okay."

He swallows.

"Do you have one in mind?"
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Kanan's mouth twists. He can't quite help it.

"A pity project?"
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
His smile is faint, and still twisted at one corner.

"Probably, if they ever did anything like that. I wouldn't know."
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"My mother was kind."

Kanan's voice is soft.

"But she wasn't Terran."
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
He looks up at her again, the motion quick and half-startled.

"What?"
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Kanan's quiet for a second.

"Maybe for full-Terran children it's different."

Something passes across his face that isn't quite a flinch.

"Maybe if they're not an officer's children."
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He's quiet again, and for a lot longer this time.

Then --

"Is it worth it?"
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Another silence.

"I'm afraid."

It's only the truth.

"Were you?"
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-19 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"I should be able to say that, shouldn't I?"

A pause.

"I don't even want my father to care, anymore. But -- "
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[personal profile] notallofus 2018-08-20 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm not exactly flush with examples," he says, managing to inject some wryness into his tone.

It doesn't last.

"But I'll try."

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